ohhh so happy
I woke up this morning in a really horrible mood. I dont know what my deal was, but the second I opened my eyes I was instantly depressed. Maybe it's because I know school is starting back up soon and I know I'm going to be seeing less and less of Kris. It's going to be really hard with her living 3 hours away from me in Ohio.
Anyways.....
I sat in my living room for about 20 minutes. Nothing at all was on. Not the tv. Not the radio. I was just sitting in the middle of my couch staring at my floor. I wasnt even thinking about anything, just staring. I talked to my girl a little bit before she had to leave for work and i told her i was bummed out. Being the sweetheart that she is, she tried to cheer me up. And, of course, she did help a lot. I love the girl so much, it's not too hard for her to get her way in anything.
Later on, my dad came down my house to give me a sprayer he bought a Lowes. I walked him and my stepmother back out to the car when they were getting ready to leave since i had to check my mail anyways. I say my goodbyes and they leave. I walk over and open my mailbox and of course there's that 'HAVE YOU SEEN ME??' pamphlet inside with the missing people photos, and there's this letter. I NEVER get letters!! So im all curious and i pull it out and look at it and the return address says "Secret Admirer, 1234 Love you Lane, Huge Heart, Ohio." (the cutest thing ever, if you ask me) I get this huge ass goofy grin on my face and run back into the house. (with no shoes on, the gravel was not kind to me). I open it up and it's a card from Kris tell me she misses me and loves me. (even though the outside of the envelope said secret admirer, she let the cat out of the bag by signing the inside...as if i wouldnt know anyways hahaha i dont know many girls from ohio). I've never had anyone treat me this good before. Ive never had anyone send me a small note just to tell me they miss me and let me know they care. This entire entry was just to say I've found an incredible woman, who makes me so happy I want to bounce like i used to when i was little, who makes my heart pound, who holds me when i dont feel good and during the scarey parts of movies, and who danced with me in the rain in a parking lot in Columbus. I think i've finally found my other half. I'm not letting go.
Anyways.....
I sat in my living room for about 20 minutes. Nothing at all was on. Not the tv. Not the radio. I was just sitting in the middle of my couch staring at my floor. I wasnt even thinking about anything, just staring. I talked to my girl a little bit before she had to leave for work and i told her i was bummed out. Being the sweetheart that she is, she tried to cheer me up. And, of course, she did help a lot. I love the girl so much, it's not too hard for her to get her way in anything.
Later on, my dad came down my house to give me a sprayer he bought a Lowes. I walked him and my stepmother back out to the car when they were getting ready to leave since i had to check my mail anyways. I say my goodbyes and they leave. I walk over and open my mailbox and of course there's that 'HAVE YOU SEEN ME??' pamphlet inside with the missing people photos, and there's this letter. I NEVER get letters!! So im all curious and i pull it out and look at it and the return address says "Secret Admirer, 1234 Love you Lane, Huge Heart, Ohio." (the cutest thing ever, if you ask me) I get this huge ass goofy grin on my face and run back into the house. (with no shoes on, the gravel was not kind to me). I open it up and it's a card from Kris tell me she misses me and loves me. (even though the outside of the envelope said secret admirer, she let the cat out of the bag by signing the inside...as if i wouldnt know anyways hahaha i dont know many girls from ohio). I've never had anyone treat me this good before. Ive never had anyone send me a small note just to tell me they miss me and let me know they care. This entire entry was just to say I've found an incredible woman, who makes me so happy I want to bounce like i used to when i was little, who makes my heart pound, who holds me when i dont feel good and during the scarey parts of movies, and who danced with me in the rain in a parking lot in Columbus. I think i've finally found my other half. I'm not letting go.