said the man to the lady
said the lady to the man.
how do you say what you want to say. by not saying anything at all. how. it's like little cheese graters, they're grinding away, creating little flakes of me.
i live cement
am i in a good place? people keep telling me that. but i'm being so judgmental. always. that's okay.
i was wondering if i forgot how to connect before. i'm angry at everyone. it's gone beyond just not knowing how to sympathize. i just want to be angry.
anyway, i'm happy when i pretend to be self-developmental.
talking to the boy today. so many decisions i could have made, years ago. i forgot to remember the past. got angry at a representation of teen angst today. should've pulled out my old middle school journals. was so much smarter/stupider. i really hate the pretentions. must that be why i'm angry? because it's not. just want to fuck around. stop looking at me like that. it'd be much nicer not to worry about it--i know it's pointless. deep meanings in four letter words. fuck that shit. why should i invest in a self that is not up to others' par? oh yeah. make yourself feel better. only way to do that is to look down.
except the little fish
how do you say what you want to say. by not saying anything at all. how. it's like little cheese graters, they're grinding away, creating little flakes of me.
i live cement
am i in a good place? people keep telling me that. but i'm being so judgmental. always. that's okay.
i was wondering if i forgot how to connect before. i'm angry at everyone. it's gone beyond just not knowing how to sympathize. i just want to be angry.
anyway, i'm happy when i pretend to be self-developmental.
talking to the boy today. so many decisions i could have made, years ago. i forgot to remember the past. got angry at a representation of teen angst today. should've pulled out my old middle school journals. was so much smarter/stupider. i really hate the pretentions. must that be why i'm angry? because it's not. just want to fuck around. stop looking at me like that. it'd be much nicer not to worry about it--i know it's pointless. deep meanings in four letter words. fuck that shit. why should i invest in a self that is not up to others' par? oh yeah. make yourself feel better. only way to do that is to look down.
except the little fish