Jus One Of Those Days
I have been feeling so blah today. I mean i hate being alone and im not anymore. I have Amber, Kirsty & Fransisco. But its like Im still alone, Incomplete if thats wat u wanna call it. ALONE, Thats an intresting word. I mean there;s no spark in my life anymor. Although there is this one girl who make sme feel burrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Its so wierd, it gets harder and harder not to think bout her. I mean i want a chance with her but i want her to like me for me not jus cause i like her and she feels bad. Im so empty and i feel like this girl can fill that emptyness. I do have a spark with her, well atleast i feel it. idk if she does, Do u ?. I hope u do. Well Im hoping that Melissa and I are able to talk and settle all this shit that has been happening. If anyone has any suggestions please give em. I have a ques, Lets say summ1 is like yo so and so is talkign mad shit and there not and ur the person being accused wat would u do ?. I mean in all honesty wat would u play with the role ? Or jus deny it ?. People hate u eithr way. My honesty means nuttin to anyonme a nymore. I mean if i say im not talkign shit im not. Im not afriad to say it to the persons face. But ya no wat i learned alot this year. I Learned that u cat only depend on one friend but u cant depend on to many. I never knew my 9th grade year would be so hard. I have a bad rep, the person who talks shit but its all good because i no they cant take away my good friends cause they wont be guliable and jus belive it without comming to me. My opnion does matter to them and to myself. I know wat i say and dont say. I made alotta enimys this year but i made a couple of good friends. And to tell u the truth i wouldnt change this year for nuttin. I learned alott. The day i die is the day i stop learning. I will always learn summin and I always do. I have alotta friends but not to many good ones. I have to be able to distingish the diffrence between both. I did learn how. The ones who are there always but u neva notice. Thats them. Well Im done for tonight so lata
Munkey
Munkey