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the dark spot in the back of my mind that swallows everything is like a black hole that can never be erased it just sits there devouring and growing and swelling and leaving an imprint on the edge of every thought that manages not to be sucked in
every day my mind defies intense gravity and escapes from the thermodynamic grasp of physics and even as I know that I am not normal I still strive to achieve normalcy so that I don’t have to accept the fact that I just don’t fit in
i’m imploding and contracting and exploding and expanding and disappearing and creating and dissolving and crystallizing and soon I will be everything and nothing which are both equally unimportant in everyday life and I just pray that I’m numb enough not to care when it finally happens
Does anyone really see me?
Does it matter if you do?
every day my mind defies intense gravity and escapes from the thermodynamic grasp of physics and even as I know that I am not normal I still strive to achieve normalcy so that I don’t have to accept the fact that I just don’t fit in
i’m imploding and contracting and exploding and expanding and disappearing and creating and dissolving and crystallizing and soon I will be everything and nothing which are both equally unimportant in everyday life and I just pray that I’m numb enough not to care when it finally happens
Does anyone really see me?
Does it matter if you do?