i had to wait until after we talked today to tell you anything, bc i had to be sure of a couple things, i had to know we were both ok, we could both talk about things and wouldnt just be quiet the whole phone time, and also...that i could hear in your voice that you were ok, and just know...and we did, and i need to tell you...... about when i was telling you stories about myself..i knew i had hurt you..and so....i layed myself out..opened myself up...and pretty much gave you a knife and every opportunity to hurt me, to "get even" or for whatever reason...and yet, you didnt...instead you made me feel better about myself...and even made me fall even more in love with you...it showed me how high of a character you have...to have the chance and all the ammo you could ever need to have torn me down...made me feel lower than i did to you, yet you did quite the opposite..and youve made me respect and love you even more ..in a way, im kinda glad that little thing happend, bc i kinda feel now, we have more things we can talk about, to make us even closer , and just to know each others past to help us understand why we each do the things we do....and again the closeness factor..the only problem,...getting closer normally requires something bad happening like that...and pain....but again...we went through some crap...and came out of it so much stronger and better than before it had happend...it just says so many things..
about when i was telling you stories about myself..i knew i had hurt you..and so....i layed myself out..opened myself up...and pretty much gave you a knife and every opportunity to hurt me, to "get even" or for whatever reason...and yet, you didnt...instead you made me feel better about myself...and even made me fall even more in love with you...it showed me how high of a character you have...to have the chance and all the ammo you could ever need to have torn me down...made me feel lower than i did to you, yet you did quite the opposite..and youve made me respect and love you even more ..in a way, im kinda glad that little thing happend, bc i kinda feel now, we have more things we can talk about, to make us even closer , and just to know each others past to help us understand why we each do the things we do....and again the closeness factor..the only problem,...getting closer normally requires something bad happening like that...and pain....but again...we went through some crap...and came out of it so much stronger and better than before it had happend...it just says so many things..
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