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Feb 10, 2005 22:12

This is the last post I'm going to put in here...for who knows how long

Dustin:
I don't know what is going on here, but I was the not the one who said we shouldn't be friends anymore. You fucking hurt me you know that? Do you care? You're right, you didn't know me, but you never tried. We were "friends" for what? a year and a half? two years? and how often did we have a good conversation? that one time this year. that's it. so this is as much of your deal as it is mine
but i'm done dealing with you. i'm sorry that my friend came to me so upset that she was nearly in tears and asked me to help. i'm sorry that i felt like i should have helped her. i learned my lesson. screw my friends when they need help...just screw em all...maybe i should have gone about that a better way but she came to me because she couldn't get a fucking answer from you
You used to be someone I wanted to spend time with. You were so much fun to hang out with and I always had a smile when you were around. Now? Whenever I think about you I burst out in tears. Call it whatever you want but you fucking hurt me and I can't find anywhere where you give a shit about that. But then again, what do I know? I'm probably just getting myself involved in my friends' stuff that isn't me...
I really thought that you, of all the people, wouldn't do this to me. Twice. But I guess I was wrong...so you want this over? then fine. I will fucking stop crying over you because I obviously don't mean anything to you. don't reply. i don't want to hear what you think of me. whether i'm right or wrong, i don't want to hear it anymore

Everyone else:
i'm sorry. i'm sorry that rumors spread. i'm sorry that people believe them. i'm sorry that i may not be the most trustworthy friend. and i'm sorry to anyone who cares about me

so until who knows when...

i'm gone
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