hating life
I hate life for a couple reasons right now. No I won't share. No I don't want any affirmations. I just need to learn to tune everything out and just go through life like a zombie. No emotions. No worries. No body to care about. No body to care about.
The book I'm reading now has been pretty comforting to me. It's sinking into my head that it doesn't matter what happens in this life. It is all petty crap. Funny how I'll have moments of realizing this and give up on all the other stuff. Then in a couple of days I'll forget and allow myself to get hurt again. Maybe I need to start waking myself up with a mantra:
Let everything that happens go. Pay no attention to others, what they say, think, or feel. In the end none of it matters.
Yeah, I think that is what I'll do.
The book I'm reading now has been pretty comforting to me. It's sinking into my head that it doesn't matter what happens in this life. It is all petty crap. Funny how I'll have moments of realizing this and give up on all the other stuff. Then in a couple of days I'll forget and allow myself to get hurt again. Maybe I need to start waking myself up with a mantra:
Let everything that happens go. Pay no attention to others, what they say, think, or feel. In the end none of it matters.
Yeah, I think that is what I'll do.