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I have an interview on Monday for a full-time data entry position. It will pay 12 bucks an hour and in about 4 months I'll have health insurance. It makes me want to cry because all I can think is that my summer is ruined. A big part of me hopes I wont get it, and another part knows it's something I have to do. What if I get it an get comfortable? What if all of my ambition is tossed to the side and appeased by some life working for some shitty insurance company. It's just a job, I can quit at any time.
Things are confusing otherwise. I need to stop myself from making mistakes. I need to overcome my addiction to affection, it seems to hurt me over and over and over again. I need to save money so I can leave and try something new for a change. My dad said I could come and live with him and work somewhere up there... get some neat job in a bar try something different. That if I go to school for hospitality management I should take my time when I'm not in school and go place to place, try to find a spot I like where I can open my bar and not mind settling into it. This all sounds good to me, but my plan has always been the first step was to make money, which leads me to my original question, if I'm making enough money to be comfortable, am I going to be driven to make my dreams reality. Ugh
circles circles circles.
Things are confusing otherwise. I need to stop myself from making mistakes. I need to overcome my addiction to affection, it seems to hurt me over and over and over again. I need to save money so I can leave and try something new for a change. My dad said I could come and live with him and work somewhere up there... get some neat job in a bar try something different. That if I go to school for hospitality management I should take my time when I'm not in school and go place to place, try to find a spot I like where I can open my bar and not mind settling into it. This all sounds good to me, but my plan has always been the first step was to make money, which leads me to my original question, if I'm making enough money to be comfortable, am I going to be driven to make my dreams reality. Ugh
circles circles circles.