Sunniest sad day
Today I went to a funeral I haven't been to one of those in years.
I just want to cuddle, I use to get cuddles all the time and they made me fell so good so loved. Everything else would just melt away. And now it seems like things are so down, and I don't have that to fall back on anymore.
And I don't even want it anymore. Seeing my old friends the other day made me realized I can't do that again. I can't just stop seeing people I care about, I can't give that up, not for any guy.
So I might miss you from time to time, but I think it's true what they're telling me:
I'm better off.
I have to make up for wasted time, learn how to be strong on my own. Let's hope I know how.
I just want to cuddle, I use to get cuddles all the time and they made me fell so good so loved. Everything else would just melt away. And now it seems like things are so down, and I don't have that to fall back on anymore.
And I don't even want it anymore. Seeing my old friends the other day made me realized I can't do that again. I can't just stop seeing people I care about, I can't give that up, not for any guy.
So I might miss you from time to time, but I think it's true what they're telling me:
I'm better off.
I have to make up for wasted time, learn how to be strong on my own. Let's hope I know how.