Dec 03, 2006 22:52
oh livejournal, i'll just update cause homework is dead to me.
i'm ready for another snow day already basically. friday was like the worst day of my life, i honestly didn't think i'd make it through.
i hate formal dances because they basically remind me of what a terrible failure i am at being an attractive worthwhile good-at-life person.
i was basically in a good mood for five straight months and all of a sudden on friday i just CRASHED and felt the worst i'd felt since like . . . i don't even know. but maybe having terrible self esteem now will raise my overall self esteem in the long run in like some weird twisted way.
hmm we put up the christmas tree and everything today and it's like my last christmas of childhood.
this was such a clean & sober weekend, basically my first of the whole school year. it made it go by a lot more slowly.
i have hella ca$h money right now.
color me stoked. let's get crucial