Sep 30, 2006 23:28
my saturday has consisted of:
-packing boxes for 4 hours
-babysitting
-trying to study for the math 2 and getting hella frustrated because i actually can't do any of the problems.
and i am finally beginning to feel completely overwhelmed by all this college shit not to mention production week is this week, and spirit week and homecoming, and work and gv shit and my hair is a mangy mess but i never have time to get it cut. and i always want to do stuff on weekends but i'm starting to get gross dark circles under my eyes that make me look like a sheisty stoner/street person. and i don't think i've gone to bed before 11 a single night this school year.
and we haven't even been in school a month!! oh goddddd. this is going to be a loooong year. but not in a bad way. underneath all my stressin i am still amazingly chill and positive. and if i can make it through the next month and a half and get my shit together and apply to amherst early and if by some miracle i happen to get in, then it all could be over by christmas. and i could have the rest of the year to just kick it.
god that would be so amazing.
pointless entry but that's my life right now in case you were wondering.