Mar 17, 2007 18:32
Words can not describe the amount of sucky that I feel.
Yes, I know I'm pathetic and stuff. Buuut thats just how I roll.
I was moving on for awhile there...to some extent. I was like "Okay, whatever I'll do my thing and fine some kickass Missoula boy" or something. Yeah...bullshit?
I dont know why I do this to myself, I really dont. I feel like I'm drowning. Because I am. But yet I dont stop myself.