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[rabid_ferret]

Feeling...derailed.  I've been doing so well lately, but knowing that I won't see him for 2 weeks really makes me feel lost.  The house is too quiet, and it's hard to bring myself to give a shit about anything when he's not here.  I don't think he realizes just how much I need him.

I'll keep it together.  I have to.