Apr 25, 2008 08:35
Things haven't settled down, but they're calmer for a moment. We go about the rest of our lives half waiting for them to call and upset everything, again, again. Maybe what they said three days ago is still true? Maybe it isn't? Who knows! When we knew, we could respond, she could sort herself out, and everything was moving forward. Now, we have to wait, and wait, and wait, balanced but not relaxed, until the next thing they pull. What will it be? The devil knows.
At the moment, she's not moving in. I am sad and relieved. It would have been fun, but also a really bad idea.
It's ok. Take a deep breath, center, go.