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[rabid_ambition]

i have to knuckle down. get into this.
i'm starting to have semi mental breakdowns over this play.
because.
i cant work.
well, i can only work Saturdays and Sundays...
and.
I dont know if i'm going to bring in enough money for rent and bills combined.
Saturdays and Sundays for 2 whole months.
then march comes and i'm bombarded
because i cant do any kind of work calls until then...

this is insane.
i am insane.
i want to drop out of school and make enough money to come back to school...
this should not have to be the case...

breathe...
breathe...

cry a little

then breathe some more...

i really dont know what to do....