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had tryouts for this new thing goin down with boom boom on saturday. left feeling like a huge dork and knowing that there is now pretty decent blackmail material of me on video. we'll see. all you can do is hope for the best.
completely forgot about practice last night. things around here have been pretty hectic. the hubby is trying to get us a loan for this house so we can pay it off. (his parents that is) so this whole weekend + monday has been nothing but making sure everything is in its place and clean.
i really could have used the practice last night. at time i feel like my body is falling apart. must be because i'm 'so old'. (but with ulcer like feelings and pains in my legs who knows..most likely a result of below)
on the better side of my life still dealing with family drama. you know it really sucks when you try to fix something and it blows up in your face. and then someone says something they really shouldn't. when they get confronted by the people they were talking about *I* am a liar. That person would *never* say such a thing. that hurt more than anything. this person is an adult or at least should be acting like one. specially since they are my parent. there is so much more going on but i don't think this is the place to share. lets just say i see my family falling apart and i really dont' care for it.
*crosses fingers and hopes to get loan*
completely forgot about practice last night. things around here have been pretty hectic. the hubby is trying to get us a loan for this house so we can pay it off. (his parents that is) so this whole weekend + monday has been nothing but making sure everything is in its place and clean.
i really could have used the practice last night. at time i feel like my body is falling apart. must be because i'm 'so old'. (but with ulcer like feelings and pains in my legs who knows..most likely a result of below)
on the better side of my life still dealing with family drama. you know it really sucks when you try to fix something and it blows up in your face. and then someone says something they really shouldn't. when they get confronted by the people they were talking about *I* am a liar. That person would *never* say such a thing. that hurt more than anything. this person is an adult or at least should be acting like one. specially since they are my parent. there is so much more going on but i don't think this is the place to share. lets just say i see my family falling apart and i really dont' care for it.
*crosses fingers and hopes to get loan*