I feel like poop
Wow I did something really stupid and I feel like shit for it. So I need to apologize. And since its really only to one person Im going to cut it. You all can read it if you like but its really only to that person. If he even reads it...
So I really do feel bad for what I said. I didnt mean it and you know I didnt. I cant hold the fact that your still in high school against you because I chose to date you. And its not even really about that. It wouldnt make a difference if you were in college because you are still away from me... But anyways, you dont deserve for me to say those things, even if I was angry. I have a temper and it tends to get me in trouble because I say things I shouldnt and dont mean them. So im REALLY SORRY. I want us to be friends. I just cant handle some things. Talk to me when you are ready too I spose. I want to work it out... <3
So yea I guess if he reads that he will get the jist that Im sorry. MAN thinking about losing him sucks. I already have one ex-boyfriend who hates me. Why not add another one. Im obviously very good at it. Just what i need, to lose more friends. Not like I havent lost enough already. Hey senior year was at least good for that. This entry is really shitty because Im doing alot of bitching about me but no one ever said you had to read this so hey...oh well.
When I think about the friends I lost I want to cry. TWO of my very best friends who I loved oh so much in one year. Only months apart from each other. I supposed I could work things out with them but it will never be the same. And yea I did become closer with other people who I <3 very much but its not the same....hmmmpppphhhh.
Allright no more feeling sorry or bitching about myself. Im going to sleep. Or to watch my movie...hmmm. I love you guys.
*Rachel Wallace can you make me a banner for friends only. I have a picture I want to use but I dont really know how to do it. And your an expert. That would be wonderful. IM me or give me a call.
.:.kisses.:.
So I really do feel bad for what I said. I didnt mean it and you know I didnt. I cant hold the fact that your still in high school against you because I chose to date you. And its not even really about that. It wouldnt make a difference if you were in college because you are still away from me... But anyways, you dont deserve for me to say those things, even if I was angry. I have a temper and it tends to get me in trouble because I say things I shouldnt and dont mean them. So im REALLY SORRY. I want us to be friends. I just cant handle some things. Talk to me when you are ready too I spose. I want to work it out... <3
So yea I guess if he reads that he will get the jist that Im sorry. MAN thinking about losing him sucks. I already have one ex-boyfriend who hates me. Why not add another one. Im obviously very good at it. Just what i need, to lose more friends. Not like I havent lost enough already. Hey senior year was at least good for that. This entry is really shitty because Im doing alot of bitching about me but no one ever said you had to read this so hey...oh well.
When I think about the friends I lost I want to cry. TWO of my very best friends who I loved oh so much in one year. Only months apart from each other. I supposed I could work things out with them but it will never be the same. And yea I did become closer with other people who I <3 very much but its not the same....hmmmpppphhhh.
Allright no more feeling sorry or bitching about myself. Im going to sleep. Or to watch my movie...hmmm. I love you guys.
*Rachel Wallace can you make me a banner for friends only. I have a picture I want to use but I dont really know how to do it. And your an expert. That would be wonderful. IM me or give me a call.
.:.kisses.:.