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i need some kind of cleansing, a mental spa. maybe its because im so unproductive lately, school doesnt matter, and the whole slumping thing? coming quite easily to me. ive always been so goal oriented: get the part, get the A, get into college...thats irrelevant now.
i miss poppy because i havent seen him in a week. i miss being a little girl, and those two things are linked. that household tranquility we had when he was here and i was a ballerina and my grandma got tipsy on christmas and told aesops fables and thought they were popular jokes. shes a shadow now.
im not looking forward to anything.
im only looking back snd trying to slow time.
i miss poppy because i havent seen him in a week. i miss being a little girl, and those two things are linked. that household tranquility we had when he was here and i was a ballerina and my grandma got tipsy on christmas and told aesops fables and thought they were popular jokes. shes a shadow now.
im not looking forward to anything.
im only looking back snd trying to slow time.