More on Mysterious D
I’m not quite sure why I have such a fixation with Mysterious D. Perhaps I see a lot of myself in her. Since my last entry, I’ve learned that her husband’s father committed suicide. From what I gather, it put some strain on their relationship. I’ve also learned that her son has attempted suicide on at least two occasions. Yet, she doesn't seem to sympathize with either. Instead she seems rather resentful of both. Today when I ventured into a personal conversation with her she disclosed the following information, but not before adding “This is just between you and me and I’m only telling you this because I know you’ll understand.” I answered with my eyes rather than with words and she proceeded. “The closest thing I ever came to love was this: He looked at me and told me that if I didn’t love God, I was going to hell. I looked at him and told him I would rather go to hell than be married to him.” She was right. I did understand.