Lemon Difficult
We may, possibly, potentially have found a place that we will get to live in. This is excruciatingly exciting, because it will mean I can move in and then I can perhaps actually begin doing the many things I have planned to be doing on this Australian Adventure.
One of which is to get back to writing. Which, predictably, is actually somewhat difficult. I don't know if I like my tone, or my style, or if I can get my style to match the plot I am trying to produce, or what the finer details of that plot is, or how to get the characters right in my head, or if I will suddenly be bored with what I am doing. I simultaneously want to go back and rewrite everything until it is actually how I want it and to forge ahead and this of course makes me want to stare at my notebook in horror and then go play flash games.
I think it will probably help when I try writing during the day as opposed to at ten at night. Maybe. But then again, I LIKE night writing. Bother.
As a sidenote, it does mean that I intend to try and write more fullstop. More LJ, more google+, more blog posts. I do want to try and just keep producing text so that I can get back to a place where my writing is comfortable, because I know that I can find that place. I will try not to worry about trying to shop it around and all the dangers of failure and disappointment because if I don't write the damn thing I can never be rejected for it and then I will just be annoyed at myself for AGES.
One of which is to get back to writing. Which, predictably, is actually somewhat difficult. I don't know if I like my tone, or my style, or if I can get my style to match the plot I am trying to produce, or what the finer details of that plot is, or how to get the characters right in my head, or if I will suddenly be bored with what I am doing. I simultaneously want to go back and rewrite everything until it is actually how I want it and to forge ahead and this of course makes me want to stare at my notebook in horror and then go play flash games.
I think it will probably help when I try writing during the day as opposed to at ten at night. Maybe. But then again, I LIKE night writing. Bother.
As a sidenote, it does mean that I intend to try and write more fullstop. More LJ, more google+, more blog posts. I do want to try and just keep producing text so that I can get back to a place where my writing is comfortable, because I know that I can find that place. I will try not to worry about trying to shop it around and all the dangers of failure and disappointment because if I don't write the damn thing I can never be rejected for it and then I will just be annoyed at myself for AGES.