Oct 15, 2009 06:52
Can't sleep :( ugh. I drank tea, and read before attempting, and I'm pretty sure i was asleep for awhile, but then i woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. Class is at 10:30 today. If i fell asleep RIGHT now mid-sentence i could get about 2 1/2 hours of sleep before showering and what not.
I've had a very unproductive week. After I turned in my shitty unfinished painting i've just shut down. It's unfortunate. I'm motivated, I want to get better, I want to work hard, but then why haven't i been DOING it? I suck!! Why don't i listen to myself? My legs hurt, and I'm so tired.
-jeanette