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[rabbitsaredirty]

well
the year's almost over
and i'm not satisfied with the past year
in the least
nothing accomplished
and now it ends here
with all of this
7 months
and in a way i wish i had more time
to do more
to do things differently
but to another end im happy to have a fresh start
i don't want my 2006 life to follow in 2005's footsteps
i don't like what i've turned into
a mess
really
selfish
so things will be different
hopefully that means better
but for now
until we reach that day
all i can do is sit around and hope
for something that says i'm not a complete idiot
but i doubt i'll get the satisfaction
of knowing that it was all worthwhile