FIC: i can't get out of love ;; part 6

[doreah]

i can't get out of love (a love i had a grip on; now it's gripping me)

Author: Eskimo Jo
Rating: 18
Warning: language, sexuality, substance use.

Comments

[doreah]

Ah, I'm sorry! But thank you SOOOoo much. I could have kept writing it forever, tbh, but I figured I didn't want to push it lest people get bored, hehe. And huge thanks to your friend for suggesting it too! That's amazing :D

Honestly, I can't even say thank you enough for your gorg words. They mean loads. And, yeah, I debated about the ending for quite a while. I had 3 or 4 different variations, but I did leave it ambiguously open and not completely depressing so I could write more if I ever felt like it :) But, I think it's true that writing happiness is more difficult than sadness (at least in my case), heh, and I'm just not sure I'm totally up to the challenge cos it's so, so easy to mess up a happy ending. But I will practise and hopefully I'll get to a stage where I don't feel insecure and overwhelmed by the prospect hehe. But I do feel that the double-edged-ness that you point out is .. I dunno, nothing's all or nothing in life :) And I do agree with you, I want to see how they work when they're happy too!! I think it's an important angle to any relationship, cos I think I've explored to death how they can interact/connect/etc, but how they live and grow together is different. I am hoping to tackle that in a sequel I'm writing to Echoes so you won't have to merely imagine it forever (tho there will be angst too *sigh* Gotta have the conflict lol) -- but generally speaking, I want to look at the good side more! :D That's the grand plan anyway.

Thank YOU for your review. It means a lot. :) xx