can't you live without the attention?
okay i have a fuckload to say for once. i think. FIRST, i got donnie a girlfriend-bunny :D she's called Haruku after the aliengirl in furi kuri. except i think they spell it haruko. but they say it U. SO.
it's raining. and that means there is fuck all point in going to the park today. i was going to leave a note in the CD case. but i'll have to give it to him tomorrow. matt: i wanna see you again. Why does he say that every once-in-three-months that we speak on msn. we don't know each other anymore. But somehow he has the power to make me want to go back and change what went wrong. when actually, i don't give a shit anymore. i'm sure i would if i could. i'm depressed as fuck. nobody believes me because i'm happy alot of the time. and i fight it. supressed depression. i don't care because i don't want the attention. i want it to just go away. but how is that ever going to happen? life is just too overwhelmingly intensly sad for me.
but then. i'm so fucking glad i'm here, and i'm me, and everything. so i can't complain.
it's raining. and that means there is fuck all point in going to the park today. i was going to leave a note in the CD case. but i'll have to give it to him tomorrow. matt: i wanna see you again. Why does he say that every once-in-three-months that we speak on msn. we don't know each other anymore. But somehow he has the power to make me want to go back and change what went wrong. when actually, i don't give a shit anymore. i'm sure i would if i could. i'm depressed as fuck. nobody believes me because i'm happy alot of the time. and i fight it. supressed depression. i don't care because i don't want the attention. i want it to just go away. but how is that ever going to happen? life is just too overwhelmingly intensly sad for me.
but then. i'm so fucking glad i'm here, and i'm me, and everything. so i can't complain.