A Return to 'Normalcy'...

Mar 17, 2008 01:03

...or at least what should have been.

I feel like there has been a burden lifted from me, yet I'm not really sure why.  I know why I think it is, but it doesn't really make sense for it to be just that.   Life just seems to be more manageable.   Is it the post-mid term 'sigh' just coming out?  I doubt it could be just that.

I just slept through my Sunday.  Seriously.  3am to 10pm.  And I feel happy.  Why is there so much drama in life, when there isn't?  I sometimes laugh when people get seriously depressed or stressed or serious about school, of all things.  I catch myself doing it occasionally.  But I'm living a comfortable life, the weather outside is sunny, and I have a future ahead of me as long as I put a little effort out.  Is it called settling for less, accepting mediocrity, or just playing the role of the happy fool?  I think there should be a new category.  Can you be materialistic and not feel the need for more wealth?  Nu-Materialism.

Is this being naive?  vain?

Nah, it's just being young.

And like all things, it will come to pass.
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