Mar 17, 2008 01:03
...or at least what should have been.
I feel like there has been a burden lifted from me, yet I'm not really sure why. I know why I think it is, but it doesn't really make sense for it to be just that. Life just seems to be more manageable. Is it the post-mid term 'sigh' just coming out? I doubt it could be just that.
I just slept through my Sunday. Seriously. 3am to 10pm. And I feel happy. Why is there so much drama in life, when there isn't? I sometimes laugh when people get seriously depressed or stressed or serious about school, of all things. I catch myself doing it occasionally. But I'm living a comfortable life, the weather outside is sunny, and I have a future ahead of me as long as I put a little effort out. Is it called settling for less, accepting mediocrity, or just playing the role of the happy fool? I think there should be a new category. Can you be materialistic and not feel the need for more wealth? Nu-Materialism.
Is this being naive? vain?
Nah, it's just being young.
And like all things, it will come to pass.