Feb 16, 2005 00:07
im so fucking sick of everything.
i want to go away.
i want them to go away.
i want to be .. gone.
i want to be dead to the world.
i want..something that will make me forget.
forget who i am, forget what i am. forget what they've done, what their doing. forget my past, forget the present, and fuck the future.
i've lost my best friend for the most part, i've lost my brother for the moment.
and its all my doing
i could have just not said it, could have not been mad.
scott is trying to cheer me up. bless his heart.
Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you