Jan 21, 2005 22:26
this is for you..
its not that i'm mad at you. i was at first, but now im just.. disappointed i guess.
i know you've heard how i feel. dont be mad at her, she felt like i should know you knew. maybe thats whats gonna make this better? i dont know. yeah, you have lost respect with me. i dont know how to deal with that, you've always been held in the highest regard with me. its why you haven't talked to me at all this week..i dont know how to deal with it. what you did..wasn't just..inconsiderate. it was disrespectful, to me and also to brian. i was just.. in shock that you did that.
yeah, i am pissed that she told you. it was NOT her place to say anything to you, i was going to tlk to you just as soon as i got it all figured out in my head, you know how i am. i wasn't ready to say anything, and im still not, i just..figured i'd better give some explanation.
email me.