Nov 25, 2005 23:51
Kenzie u hurt me so damn much. I realize that evrytime u told me that he liked me, u were lying because he liked u, and u were happy. I know u cant help how u feel, and i know he cant help that he likes u. And yes dont deny it u know he does. Remember that poem u helped me write about lauren, i guess u were also being fake there also. I know u arent intentionaly hurting me. But i guess u dont quite understand how i fukinm feel. Everytime i ever liked some1 i found out that they liked my best friend. Ok first there was michael gonalez first crush he liked me for one day the said o i like molly well thanks, then johnathan he liked ur bestest bud maria, than corey and well we all know how that turned out u know kaitlyn- corey prom, then there was Luis he liked lauren, izzy, u.. thanks a bunch. U know he wasn't the only one to blame, u flirted and i have to agree hung on him. O yea they r ur friends and i understand that u can be friends with them, i never said u cant. One hard think i can never beat u in is that they alwasy talk to u, no matter what i guess u r easy to talk to. Remember that time in sppech-debate when u wore his blue sweatshirt because u were cold, i didnt even get mad, because i knew there was nothing up with u, but u know if lauren was wearing it i would be pissed at her ass. i guesss u just surprised me, thats all i trusted u, i talked about lauren and how i felt about the whole situation, but then i never did know u liked him the whole time. Im sry if this offends u, but u offended me, this is just like my damn ariel situation, but o well. our friendship will not be the sam e i know u know this, but o well. I havw quite frankly given up on him , truthfully u.
Goodbye for now
i think we need to talk
so comment back
goodbye
goodnight