May 04, 2008 20:15
First of all, in an attempt to keep my sanity.... Yes, Emmeline and I have broken up. You can all stop asking now, really it's quite annoying. No, I'm not upset, and no I don't need your bloody sympathy. Now move along.
OWLs are almost here, which wouldn't bother me at all, but I can't seem to get into the library whatsoever. it's completely packed all day, which makes me wonder... Does anyone go to class anymore? Honestly, I was almost maimed the other day just trying to step in for a minute to grab a book. Violent, nasty-tempered fifth years... I think I'll just stick with reading the Prophet for now. Or pick up a book at Hogsmeade. Always a possibility.
I don't think I've ever been so happy to see end of term quickly approaching. As lovely as this place is and all, I'd much rather be at my own house, sleeping in my own bed. Not long to go though, thank the gods.
Well, it was bound to happen sooner or later really. I knew that, and I suppose she did too. We got into a nice little row, which thankfully took place in relative seclusion. She really is set on being an auror. I wish her luck with that. As for me... I have been trying to keep up on current events, and from what I've heard so far I think this... wizard... may have the right idea about a few things. It's too early to really say for sure, as I'm still partially undecided, but my indecision was enough to render me absolutely disgusting to Emmeline. I tried to explain it to her, but it's no use. And really, I'm not sure that it's worth it. Chances are, when if I take up with the other side, this would all blow up in our faces anyway. Might as well let go while we both can.
So that's it really... I wonder if I should be more upset about this? I mean, I am upset, but not nearly as much as I would have expected. It helps that we haven't seen much of each other in the last month or so. It's much easier to let go this way.