Mar 09, 2011 22:58
I used to not cringe at the thought of doing it again but this time, it's like I felt so cracked up inside, like echoes of "what are you doing, man? Oh, come on, it's none of your business. Leave it." I'm beginning to have this feeling that everyone's just making use of me to get what they want, or need. I've done my part once, but what did I get? A mere "don't be such a nosey parker." People stop doing things for good because it's always the bad remarks or the way things turn out negatively that keeps pushing them down. It's either you let go, or change for the worse. There ain't such a thing as balance, otherwise, everyone would have been loving each other wholeheartedly by now. Maybe it's come to this point where everything's all ME. I need a refresher course to put my mind back on track.
people,
cranky wanky,
thoughts,
me,
via ljapp