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Okay erm, I think that plan and prioritize are the same? I'm thinking that since I've been leading a no-scheduled life for the whole of this year, next year shall be a change for me! I'm gonna start being organized and I hope that having a routined shedule for my daily life is gonna help me get on track.
My grandma asked where I'll be going to after I'm done with my diploma course which is gonna be in (gasp) 4 MONTHS!! Okay around March 20th (I think) if my exam dates stay the same like they always start on the 18-19th. I might be continuing my degree in this school and yeah, my grandma said that I've to study and work, and not "study and study" cause it's gonna be boring and I wouldn't be able to experience the world outside. Sigh, she's so right and all and I need to start thinking complicately because she said that my mind is too simple, like I'm too simple and immature!!! I am thankful that she's always here with and for me. She sew abit more cotton into my bolster for me today even though she has failing eyesight and a weak right arm but she's always, always placing others before herself and I really wanna be like her but I am just too drowned in my own selfishness to be even bothered about others wellbeing. Sigh, such is life. No, such is me. I made my own life difficult to live in.
Oh yes, and talking about work, tsk I don't get how their pay system works and I am still undercharged by a few hundred but I can't even bring it up to anyone cause both regional managers told me this in a WTFCANYOUJUSTSTOPASKINGMETHIS kinda way with "I'm sorry, but none has received their payslips yet and all of these are done in the headquarters in Australia." Greaaaat. So much for "Erm I'm sorry but how and who am i supposed to turn to regarding this? Please advise, thanks!"
I suddenly wanna marathon all of Disney classics from A (Anastasia) to Z (idk) but I am too lazy to use the lappy and watching them on YouTube mobile is quite ermzzz and I really want that Polaroid but it is a freaking $269 OH MY GOD...... And come to think of it I seriously think it's a good investment cause I am so inspired by the happiness it comes withhhhh! But I just wanna make sure that I'm not buying it cause of an impulse but I think and I don't think so? Okay what am I talking about I need to give it some serious thoughts about it!!