Oh, what a rainy drainy Christmas! I'm loving Christmas this year. I've had so much fun, laughters, tears and joy. Each time I think back about the two Christmas celebrations, my heart is warmed with all these seasons greetings. I want to see, touch and drown myself in snow, and I mean REAL snow. I shall save up. AND CONTINUE WORKING. No more quits. (crosses fingers)
I want to appreciate life more and not be sucked into the dark path and mindfcuk myself and grow black feathers on my back. I am supposed to set myself free. Free from all these unnecessaries because life itself is always simple and peaceful. I want to keep reminding myself to keep cool, and to have a break, have a kitkat. If I am quiet, am boring, that is I. I shouldn't feel ashamed of myself this way. But my thinkings doesn't work this way. I need to improve on that.
I've bought and made for myself a monthly and weekly sheduler/planner/diary. I wanna be organized and prioritize my time well. But I need to start from my table and the house cleaning, too.
All I want to do for Christmas this year, as of right now, is to sleep in and let the rain do their graceful dance. I love it when it rains.
Oh and dear Santa, I am inspired by my friends who has a Polariod camera and I am going to buy it by the end of December so that I can bring it and use it onboard the ship with my family next year! Hmmm.. What say you if I close my eyes right now and fall into a deep sleep dreaming about having afew of repunzel's hair and you ride on here with rednosed reindeer and hang it by my windowsill? Cause just so you know, I do not have a chimney on my roof unless you can place it on the rooftop. I'll go check it tonight, before the clock strikes 12. Otherwise, no cookies and a glass of warm milk for you. (Just kidding!)
Love,
R