So I fucking suck in updating.
It seems that it's been nearly 2 months since I updated.
I know, it's ridiculous.
But, I have news!
I went to London and to a Bullet for my Valentine-concert. Both were fucking awesome. I discovered two new fandoms - Sherlock Holmes and American Idol. (Somehow, I'm a sucker for Kris Allen/Adam Lambert. Also, I have a huge fangirl-crush on Adam Lambert right now.) I graduated, passed my IB-exams and my ex broke up with me.
Anyway.
I have new stuff to update with. I hope. If not, well, I'm writing at the moment so it shouldn't be hard to make two updates in a row, no?
Here be some poems, first ;)
Future
When I look in the future
I see what I know
And that's not a lot.
I'm not a psychic
I'm not one to settle down
Get a lot of friends and
Stick with the same job.
I want so many things
Someone to love
Someone to care for
A cat, a dog
Maybe a tattoo or two
And lots and lots of books.
If I dare to take a look
See what life could bring
I only see what I am now.
Maybe I'll change.
I'm /sure/ I'll change
Into something that
I'll detest now perhaps
When I look at the future
There's one thing I surely see.
And that is that
You're going to be with me.
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What You Lost
They say that he doesn't know
What he let go.
So really,
What would he be missing?
Let them see, give them a show,
Let's define me.
I'm a writer who wears
Her heart on her sleeve,
Forever and always,
Who wants to stand out
And succeeds without even trying.
Sometimes pushy, always passionate
Hot and cold at the same time
A little know-it-all, an actress,
And a dancer.
That much, you can see.
I'm exactly the girl
I want to be.
Yeah, you let something go
When you decided that
You no longer wanted me
You let go of a chance,
Of a possibility.
I'm the future
You don't dare to have.
I'm the person
You're afraid to be.
And I know you know,
So just wait and see
What you lost when
You lost me.
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Breaking Up
Give and take
Give and take
It's so easy to make mistakes
It's so easy to think it's fake
It's so easy to just forget
Can't blame me
Won't blame me
It's not my fault, never was
Maybe someday you can see
The person to blame isn't me
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For Your Entertainment
I'm here for your entertainment
I know you laugh at me
I know you mock me
I know you ridicule me
And who can blame you?
Yeah, I'm fully aware
Of how strange I can be
So I'm here for your entertainment
But I don't mind.
'Cause you're here for mine.
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Exact opposites
Attract, reject, magnetic
Always coming back?
I know, it's ridiculous.
But, I have news!
I went to London and to a Bullet for my Valentine-concert. Both were fucking awesome. I discovered two new fandoms - Sherlock Holmes and American Idol. (Somehow, I'm a sucker for Kris Allen/Adam Lambert. Also, I have a huge fangirl-crush on Adam Lambert right now.) I graduated, passed my IB-exams and my ex broke up with me.
Anyway.
I have new stuff to update with. I hope. If not, well, I'm writing at the moment so it shouldn't be hard to make two updates in a row, no?
Here be some poems, first ;)
Future
When I look in the future
I see what I know
And that's not a lot.
I'm not a psychic
I'm not one to settle down
Get a lot of friends and
Stick with the same job.
I want so many things
Someone to love
Someone to care for
A cat, a dog
Maybe a tattoo or two
And lots and lots of books.
If I dare to take a look
See what life could bring
I only see what I am now.
Maybe I'll change.
I'm /sure/ I'll change
Into something that
I'll detest now perhaps
When I look at the future
There's one thing I surely see.
And that is that
You're going to be with me.
------------------------------
What You Lost
They say that he doesn't know
What he let go.
So really,
What would he be missing?
Let them see, give them a show,
Let's define me.
I'm a writer who wears
Her heart on her sleeve,
Forever and always,
Who wants to stand out
And succeeds without even trying.
Sometimes pushy, always passionate
Hot and cold at the same time
A little know-it-all, an actress,
And a dancer.
That much, you can see.
I'm exactly the girl
I want to be.
Yeah, you let something go
When you decided that
You no longer wanted me
You let go of a chance,
Of a possibility.
I'm the future
You don't dare to have.
I'm the person
You're afraid to be.
And I know you know,
So just wait and see
What you lost when
You lost me.
--------------------------
Breaking Up
Give and take
Give and take
It's so easy to make mistakes
It's so easy to think it's fake
It's so easy to just forget
Can't blame me
Won't blame me
It's not my fault, never was
Maybe someday you can see
The person to blame isn't me
-----------------------
For Your Entertainment
I'm here for your entertainment
I know you laugh at me
I know you mock me
I know you ridicule me
And who can blame you?
Yeah, I'm fully aware
Of how strange I can be
So I'm here for your entertainment
But I don't mind.
'Cause you're here for mine.
------------------------
Exact opposites
Attract, reject, magnetic
Always coming back?