So I refuse to update for two months
And when I finally do, I have angst. And randomness. And sex. And angst.
Did I already mention there would be angst?
Okay, I really doubt there's as much angst in there as I'm trying to make you believe right now. But I'm feeling angsty at the moment so I think it's reflecting in my fic.
However, there is some sex.
I kind of wrote this for the lovely rocketgirl2 because I owe her my soul. Well, I started writing other fic but then this one took over and I'm not even going to apologize. I needed to write this so *sticks out tongue*
Also, there's better fic coming for you. Hopefully.
Warning: Sex. Possibly dub-con, I'm really not sure. Mind-fuckery. Slash. Restraints. Randomness. I don't even know.
A lovely afternoon in my mind xD
Also: Currently unbeta'd and since it's past midnight and I promised Bekka to help with her homework I ain't even gonna bother. See anything that's wrong, let me know.
Release
'You made me like this.'
This is it. This is why Captain Hammer has been avoiding Dr. Horrible. Not because of the therapy, even though he has been busy with that. Not because of Penny's death, because he really could care less about that. But because of this.
'You killed her. You got me accepted into the Evil League of Evil. Aren't you proud of yourself?'
He's completely at Dr. Horrible's mercy. It had been a stupid move, admitted, walking past his house. He tried to stay off the radar, not on it.
Though, as he struggles against the restraints (pure duratonium, wouldn't you know it) he's not sure if he minds. His cock certainly doesn't, since it's trying to drill a hole in his pants.
Ha. The hammer drilling a hole. He should write that down somewhere.
Dr. Horrible punches him in his stomach and the wind is knocked out of him. He needs to double over but is stopped by the restraints.
'Answer the question.'
It takes a while before he has the breath to spare.
'No, I'm not.'
He really isn't. He wanted to look good for the cameras, for the reporters there. Defeating villain Dr. Horrible, again, and on the opening of the homeless shelter! Everyone in the town would've loved him.
If there is one thing he never wanted, it's turning Dr. Horrible into this unbeatable thing.
'Why not? You can't stand not winning?'
A hand closes around his throat, cuts off his air supply and Captain Hammer has no clue how or why but he is /so/ aroused and if he doesn't get release soon he will explode.
His thoughts shut down, spots dance in front of his eyes and really, has there ever been a more handsome idiot than him?
Just in time the hand releases him. He gasps in big gulps of air and feels the first (first? Really?) tingle of fear.
'I could kill you so easily.' Dr. Horrible whispers in his ear. And it's true. No one knows he's here, no one cares and he can't do anything to stop the villain.
Why does he feel more alive than he ever has before?
He struggles against the chains binding him for good measure and is rewarded with another spike of desire. If only his nemesis would come that bit closer...
But no, of course that does not happen. Instead, Dr. Horrible looks down and sees his very obvious arousal.
'You're enjoying this?' Disbelief colours his tone.
'Obviously. You want to do something about it? The Hammer's very friendly to strangers.'
That very nearly earns him a knee to the groin but Dr. Horrible stops himself just in time.
'Maybe I'm not very friendly to the Hammer.' He grins and Captain Hammer feels... He doesn't know how he feels. Excitement, fear, helplessness, shame, desire, they're all screaming to be heard and he's just not used to it. He doesn't want it, can't handle it...
Dr. Horrible decides to release his restraints right at that moment and he falls forward, flat on his face. His wrists are still bound together but he could flee if he wanted to.
So why doesn't he do it?
He's being led to the bed and he doesn't resist. His own body is betraying him and it feels liberating. Finally he knows what all those girls couldn't, wouldn't give him, why he never went back for a second time.
He needs to lose control. And if his nemesis does it, so be it. Right now, he couldn't care less.
'You're not like this.'
He surprises even himself when he starts to talk. Dr. Horrible just grips his arm tighter.
'I know you, you're just hiding behind this mask so you don't have to face that you lost her. You're not Dr. Horrible. You never will be.'
Dr. Horrible (or should he think of him as Billy now?) hits him across the face.
'You don't know me. And I am Dr. Horrible. Who else could I be?'
His voice cracks at the end. He's more vulnerable than ever and Captain Hammer doesn't even want to take advantage of it. He's definitely out of it.
'You could be who you really are. Quit the ELE. Make the world a better place. Help people, don't destroy them.'
'And end up like you?' Dr. Horrible gives him a push and he ends up sprawled over the bed. 'I don't think so.'
He starts to talk again but his nemesis silences him with a rather forceful kiss, well, more a clashing of lips and teeth and as his lip tears he pulls against the handcuffs still binding his wrists and lets go.
It's something he has never done before, but as he is quickly undressed by Dr. Horrible of all people and still completely at his mercy (or so he likes to think) he wants more.
Billy is soon naked too and there's more bruising kissing and if he would feel pain his entire body would be on fire. Luckily it's not.
Without preparing, the villain enters him and starts fucking him rough, exactly the way he likes it but was too afraid to ask for. And holy shit, he hadn't even noticed just how aroused Billy himself had become from this entire thing.
Soon they are both on the brink and Billy is yelling at him to just let go, goddammit, let fucking go and he does. He comes all over both of them and he feels the hot wetness spurt inside him. It's better than he could've imagined.
For once, his enormous ego and Billy's evil schemes which need to he thwarted are not in the way. It's come down to this, the simplified state of them, and fuck, they really should have done this before.
'I told you. You're not like this. You're not Dr. Horrible.' He tries to explain but Billy won't hear none of it.
'I am. And even if I weren't back then, now I have to be or they will kill me.' He finally realizes the situation they're in. 'Oh God, if they won't kill me now. I slept with my nemesis.'
'And tell me it wasn't the best sex ever,' he smirks.
'No, no, no, you don't understand...'
'Oh, I do.' Captain Hammer sits up, winces as he notices the cum dribbling down his thighs, then shrugs and stands up so he towers over Billy. 'We both needed this. So what's the problem?'
Silence meets that comment.
'Exactly.' As he bends over the other man and captures his (bruised, broken) lips in a kiss, this one more gentle than all the previous ones, he feels Billy giving in.
The ego's, the double personalities, the lies, the hurt are all gone in that moment. They are simply themselves.
They really should have done this a long time ago.
Did I already mention there would be angst?
Okay, I really doubt there's as much angst in there as I'm trying to make you believe right now. But I'm feeling angsty at the moment so I think it's reflecting in my fic.
However, there is some sex.
I kind of wrote this for the lovely rocketgirl2 because I owe her my soul. Well, I started writing other fic but then this one took over and I'm not even going to apologize. I needed to write this so *sticks out tongue*
Also, there's better fic coming for you. Hopefully.
Warning: Sex. Possibly dub-con, I'm really not sure. Mind-fuckery. Slash. Restraints. Randomness. I don't even know.
A lovely afternoon in my mind xD
Also: Currently unbeta'd and since it's past midnight and I promised Bekka to help with her homework I ain't even gonna bother. See anything that's wrong, let me know.
Release
'You made me like this.'
This is it. This is why Captain Hammer has been avoiding Dr. Horrible. Not because of the therapy, even though he has been busy with that. Not because of Penny's death, because he really could care less about that. But because of this.
'You killed her. You got me accepted into the Evil League of Evil. Aren't you proud of yourself?'
He's completely at Dr. Horrible's mercy. It had been a stupid move, admitted, walking past his house. He tried to stay off the radar, not on it.
Though, as he struggles against the restraints (pure duratonium, wouldn't you know it) he's not sure if he minds. His cock certainly doesn't, since it's trying to drill a hole in his pants.
Ha. The hammer drilling a hole. He should write that down somewhere.
Dr. Horrible punches him in his stomach and the wind is knocked out of him. He needs to double over but is stopped by the restraints.
'Answer the question.'
It takes a while before he has the breath to spare.
'No, I'm not.'
He really isn't. He wanted to look good for the cameras, for the reporters there. Defeating villain Dr. Horrible, again, and on the opening of the homeless shelter! Everyone in the town would've loved him.
If there is one thing he never wanted, it's turning Dr. Horrible into this unbeatable thing.
'Why not? You can't stand not winning?'
A hand closes around his throat, cuts off his air supply and Captain Hammer has no clue how or why but he is /so/ aroused and if he doesn't get release soon he will explode.
His thoughts shut down, spots dance in front of his eyes and really, has there ever been a more handsome idiot than him?
Just in time the hand releases him. He gasps in big gulps of air and feels the first (first? Really?) tingle of fear.
'I could kill you so easily.' Dr. Horrible whispers in his ear. And it's true. No one knows he's here, no one cares and he can't do anything to stop the villain.
Why does he feel more alive than he ever has before?
He struggles against the chains binding him for good measure and is rewarded with another spike of desire. If only his nemesis would come that bit closer...
But no, of course that does not happen. Instead, Dr. Horrible looks down and sees his very obvious arousal.
'You're enjoying this?' Disbelief colours his tone.
'Obviously. You want to do something about it? The Hammer's very friendly to strangers.'
That very nearly earns him a knee to the groin but Dr. Horrible stops himself just in time.
'Maybe I'm not very friendly to the Hammer.' He grins and Captain Hammer feels... He doesn't know how he feels. Excitement, fear, helplessness, shame, desire, they're all screaming to be heard and he's just not used to it. He doesn't want it, can't handle it...
Dr. Horrible decides to release his restraints right at that moment and he falls forward, flat on his face. His wrists are still bound together but he could flee if he wanted to.
So why doesn't he do it?
He's being led to the bed and he doesn't resist. His own body is betraying him and it feels liberating. Finally he knows what all those girls couldn't, wouldn't give him, why he never went back for a second time.
He needs to lose control. And if his nemesis does it, so be it. Right now, he couldn't care less.
'You're not like this.'
He surprises even himself when he starts to talk. Dr. Horrible just grips his arm tighter.
'I know you, you're just hiding behind this mask so you don't have to face that you lost her. You're not Dr. Horrible. You never will be.'
Dr. Horrible (or should he think of him as Billy now?) hits him across the face.
'You don't know me. And I am Dr. Horrible. Who else could I be?'
His voice cracks at the end. He's more vulnerable than ever and Captain Hammer doesn't even want to take advantage of it. He's definitely out of it.
'You could be who you really are. Quit the ELE. Make the world a better place. Help people, don't destroy them.'
'And end up like you?' Dr. Horrible gives him a push and he ends up sprawled over the bed. 'I don't think so.'
He starts to talk again but his nemesis silences him with a rather forceful kiss, well, more a clashing of lips and teeth and as his lip tears he pulls against the handcuffs still binding his wrists and lets go.
It's something he has never done before, but as he is quickly undressed by Dr. Horrible of all people and still completely at his mercy (or so he likes to think) he wants more.
Billy is soon naked too and there's more bruising kissing and if he would feel pain his entire body would be on fire. Luckily it's not.
Without preparing, the villain enters him and starts fucking him rough, exactly the way he likes it but was too afraid to ask for. And holy shit, he hadn't even noticed just how aroused Billy himself had become from this entire thing.
Soon they are both on the brink and Billy is yelling at him to just let go, goddammit, let fucking go and he does. He comes all over both of them and he feels the hot wetness spurt inside him. It's better than he could've imagined.
For once, his enormous ego and Billy's evil schemes which need to he thwarted are not in the way. It's come down to this, the simplified state of them, and fuck, they really should have done this before.
'I told you. You're not like this. You're not Dr. Horrible.' He tries to explain but Billy won't hear none of it.
'I am. And even if I weren't back then, now I have to be or they will kill me.' He finally realizes the situation they're in. 'Oh God, if they won't kill me now. I slept with my nemesis.'
'And tell me it wasn't the best sex ever,' he smirks.
'No, no, no, you don't understand...'
'Oh, I do.' Captain Hammer sits up, winces as he notices the cum dribbling down his thighs, then shrugs and stands up so he towers over Billy. 'We both needed this. So what's the problem?'
Silence meets that comment.
'Exactly.' As he bends over the other man and captures his (bruised, broken) lips in a kiss, this one more gentle than all the previous ones, he feels Billy giving in.
The ego's, the double personalities, the lies, the hurt are all gone in that moment. They are simply themselves.
They really should have done this a long time ago.