Ok. Think that girls don't see how wonderful I am? I have problems thinking that I'm somehow "defective", it's taking me a long time to get over that. It's a long and slow process. I have issues, definitely.
But at the same time....sometimes I feel like.....well, I get doors slammed in my face in a way similar to that message. That's what made me...sympathize with it. Thankfully, it's not that all girls and women are attracted to jerks, I know. Honestly. Just sometimes I end up feeling like I'm taking crazy pills...and a couple of times I've been "cliche bombed".....that a girl I had hopes for....fell in love with some guy who seems like a cliche (and I understand by saying this I probably seem very shallow)
You have a very good point there, because ironically by subscribing to this, I'm....turning into the type of guy I do NOT want to be...the "misogynist by frustration"....a couple of guys I knew who threw around the b word like it was candy, because of....frustration. It's like I'm indirectly doing that, without use of any canine terminology. I guess....after so much...hurt....it's easy to fall into that trap, of that very shallow thing.
I do my best to not think "YOU OWE ME" either, but I have some ways to go.
But at the same time....sometimes I feel like.....well, I get doors slammed in my face in a way similar to that message. That's what made me...sympathize with it. Thankfully, it's not that all girls and women are attracted to jerks, I know. Honestly. Just sometimes I end up feeling like I'm taking crazy pills...and a couple of times I've been "cliche bombed".....that a girl I had hopes for....fell in love with some guy who seems like a cliche (and I understand by saying this I probably seem very shallow)
You have a very good point there, because ironically by subscribing to this, I'm....turning into the type of guy I do NOT want to be...the "misogynist by frustration"....a couple of guys I knew who threw around the b word like it was candy, because of....frustration. It's like I'm indirectly doing that, without use of any canine terminology. I guess....after so much...hurt....it's easy to fall into that trap, of that very shallow thing.
I do my best to not think "YOU OWE ME" either, but I have some ways to go.
Oh, I posted this a few years ago, if it means anything.... http://raakone.livejournal.com/22379.html
May I ask who you are, where you are from, and how you found me?
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