i want to feel feel feel
this week are finals, like the rest.
so many people are studying, im making myself think that i need to study too. because maybe i can get good grades for this semester. that would be barky.
i cant wait to get home really early this whole week, and sit with music on and books in front of me, pretending and making myself believe that i am studying.
i think i got rid of the schedules just by writing this down, not thinking about it brings me closer to myself. when i thought of my grown up life i thought of you.
yesterday i went sledding in a huge construction workers jumpsuit. i looked like a big asshole, but the only part of me that felt anything at all were my cheeks. it was pretty fun. i think the snowman melted all of the way, for real.
im pretty sure i let my emotions get the best of me, and there are a lot of people i am sure feel the same way. im not sorry, but i do feel like i should change. i wish i lived alone so i could be myself and not feel bad afterwards. i really want to feel with you.
so many people are studying, im making myself think that i need to study too. because maybe i can get good grades for this semester. that would be barky.
i cant wait to get home really early this whole week, and sit with music on and books in front of me, pretending and making myself believe that i am studying.
i think i got rid of the schedules just by writing this down, not thinking about it brings me closer to myself. when i thought of my grown up life i thought of you.
yesterday i went sledding in a huge construction workers jumpsuit. i looked like a big asshole, but the only part of me that felt anything at all were my cheeks. it was pretty fun. i think the snowman melted all of the way, for real.
im pretty sure i let my emotions get the best of me, and there are a lot of people i am sure feel the same way. im not sorry, but i do feel like i should change. i wish i lived alone so i could be myself and not feel bad afterwards. i really want to feel with you.