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I haven't been single since I was 14. I dated Sean for a little over 2 years, and Anthony and I were almost at 3. I know this was the right decision, but it hurts. My heart still hurts. I still want to call him and say goodnight every night. I still want to text him through out the day. I still want to go camping with him this summer. I still think of him when I can't sleep at night.
I need this though. I will be TWENTY in TWENTY FIVE days. I want to rediscover myself and find my independence again. It gets really lonely living in this apartment all by myself. Anthony was supposed to move in weeks ago. Most of his stuff is still here, and I'm tired of looking at it. Sigh. Luckily, I have some friends to talk it through with but I don't like talking about it because no one really knows how our relationship was because it was only him and I in it. I hate it.
I'm having another step in my surgery the Thursday of spring break and Anthony volunteered to take care of me. Very sweet of him.
I need this though. I will be TWENTY in TWENTY FIVE days. I want to rediscover myself and find my independence again. It gets really lonely living in this apartment all by myself. Anthony was supposed to move in weeks ago. Most of his stuff is still here, and I'm tired of looking at it. Sigh. Luckily, I have some friends to talk it through with but I don't like talking about it because no one really knows how our relationship was because it was only him and I in it. I hate it.
I'm having another step in my surgery the Thursday of spring break and Anthony volunteered to take care of me. Very sweet of him.