It's me...again

[r_weisz]

I don't understand him. I don't know why he does this to me. I'm tired of being the strong one. I'm just plain tired. He wants more than I can give. He feels like when I'm home I should spend every waking moment with him. But I have other obligations and other people who need me too. His jealousies are eating at my very guts. If I'm on the phone with my dear friends he becomes irrate. His irritation is subtle at frist and then it grows. It grows and grows untill he explodes. He ripped the phone cord out of the wall. It's always something he finds to break, and have his little tantrums. And So you wonder why I stay with him. Why stay with Darren when he is like this? I have been asking myself that very same question, over and over... .........and there was Him. I spent alot of time with him when I was in L.A. filming. He was there to hold me in his strong arms when I was so frustrated I couldn't speak. And now my emotions are so confused. I don't know if it's love? I don't know if it's comfort but somehow I need him.
will you wipe my tears away? GIP: Someone very sweet made me some beautiful icons. He knows who he is and I'm in gratitude to him.