barf barf barf....

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sandro dias just won best trick (skateboard vert). i was pulling for bob. but oh well. plg was 2nd. and danny was third. and im pissed as usual. my mom wont take me to the mall tomorrow. she acts like me and payton are the hell of her life!! when her and payton are the hell of MY life! i just talked to my grandma. did you know that 9 chicks just got "brutally murdered" near daytona?? i hate florida. too many psychopaths. i wanna move to a place where it snows. and the seasons actually change drastically! here, the leaves stay green year round. and it sucks. its actually quite depressing. when i get out, im never coming back. conneticut is one of the places i want to move to. my dads from there. so is michael. and chris carrabba. speaking of michael, his flight was delayed. he wont be home till tomorrow. just one more day that i have to spend with the devil. joy. so that'll be one more day i want to kill myself. and who knows, maybe shit wont get better when he's here. he just brightens me up sometimes, but other times, he pisses me off too...i cant wait til i turn 18. shit, i cant wait til next year...my mom said i can get a tattoo, but id rather have a piercing, so im gonna try to convince her to get my lip pierced then. but she'll probably say "its either a small tattoo or ur belly button!" and i dont want my fucking belly button to be the first thing i get pierced!! thats the last of the three things i want pierced. (the second being my tongue). and i also possibly want my eyebrow pierced. i wanted it done in 8th grade really bad. i also use to want my nose pierced. but im not so sure now. i want my cartilage pierced. i think thats cute. my friends used to stick their tongue rings in them lol it was cool. and i want my ears gauged REALLY REALLY REALLY bad!!! but enough about that, im leaving, goodbye.

.nicole.