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okay so after i got home from my date monday i was thrilled and then my grandpa called and apparently there was very bad news. and his companion of 10 years that he lived with after my grandma died had passed away. and she was really the closest thing i ever had to a normal grandma. so it was pretty depressing. i mean she has been struggling for a couple of years and she was going to be put in a home and was actually on a waiting list and was so stressed out that. so she went to the bathroom and fell over and my gpa called 911 and they tried to help her out but she died of a heartattack. so today i had the funeral to go to. it started at 11 oclock and i took off of school to go. and she was jewish so they had like this tradition and its like a celebration of the jewish persons life called a shiva [i know i had to have spelt that wrong]and it was at my grandpas place and it really crushed me to see my grandpa a man who was always so brave and so strong cry not only cry but sob... and if u know me u know i am not the person to hold back tears so we were sobbing together. i really love that man!! it was just so sad to see my grandpa like that and i hope he is alright. and i know he has to move out of her house but idk how he is going to do that. i cried at the funeral. it was really sad listening to her daughter speak. it really touched me heart that i was in the ulogy [ i know i spelt that wrong too] i mean they mentioned me as if i were her granddaughter and to be honest i never treated her like a grandma she was always just eve. she used to say "i love you" and i would be like.. "yup" because it made me uncomfortable she would tell people that i was her granddaughter and i would correct her and say no im joe's granddaughter. life sucks sometimes but i will get through this i'm not that terrible but it is hard to see my grandpa like this. and today i got close to her family what a time right? the one time i get close to her family is when my relationship with them is over.
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<3/ rup