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so like one of my bestfriends asked me out on friday, and i turned him down... but now its very awkward its like i want to talk to him but i feel so bad, because he really did like me and i know he did and i feel like i hurt him, and i know i did the right thing by not saying yes when i dont like him... but its like i feel terrible that i caused him pain. and i know that theres like a bajillion reasons why it would never work out, and i thought he did too! about a week ago i spoke to him about how i love our relationship that he's like the only friend of mean who's a guy who doesnt want down my pants and that i can talk to about stuff other than my love life and whatnot. and i told him that its great that we can joke around about going out but know that neither of us actually wants to go out with the other and that we both know it would never work out and his reply was we do? and i thought it was a joke... idk i feel terrible i feel like i might have led him on... i mean u dont know how we talk to eachother he's like 1 of my girlfriends i tell him all the time "wow that shirt looks hott on u" or stupid stuff like that.. not flirting but idk... i didnt think he would ever want to go out with me. after he knows how i feel about the male sex. and plus he went out with my bestest friend aimee for like 6 months. even if i did like him there would be NO way i would do that to her. well i feel pretty shitty anyone want to give me advice...?