problems

[r_tanya]

Well where do i start this post having a personal problem which at moment is not good, cos it really hurts and its getting worse. Im waiting for a call to tell me if i need to go to hospital or wait till monday to see my gp.

Works fine so theres no problems there.

The other problem is that i upset someone that i didnt mean or intend to upset and i am honestly sorry and feel really bad about.

For some reason i can get really stressed too easy and i need to stop it asap. Or esle i will loose some friends and maybe my beloved boyfriend. And to have any of those and then loose them will really hurt me.

So for those that know what im talking in the last couple of days please accept my deapest sorrys. I am honestly tell the truth.

I will say it again to those people involved face to face.

At the moment its hard cos i feel as if im losing my freinds and boyfriend, and i realy dont want to loose any of them. And not to even think about the personal problem cos thats making alot of problems in terms of pain and worry.

I just feel really down and i know that theres alot of people that are alot worse than i am, I mean a very lot worse.