I knew it.

[r_starr]

Me almost getting voted off of the show was one of the scariest things ever. When I stood on that stage I kept thinking to myself: I knew it. So this is how it's going to end. I wish I didn't have to go. When they said I was staying, nothing felt better.

I'm still getting over AJ leaving. It's really hard saying goodbye.

But something else is bothering me... But I guess I should be happy.