Tonight, do I die?
Things are falling apart at an alarming rate. Students are openly fighting and breaking rules. Professors are screwing in classrooms.
What am I supposed to feel? At the first little argument Sirius turns his back and starts sleeping with Lucius Malfoy. He says my returning his toothbrush to him "was final". So he says something hurtful and I react in anger, and as usual instead of talking to me and even attempting to work things out he turns his back and it's not even a day before he's in Lucius' bed.
I did the only thing I could do, I turned to a friend. Severus and I had been close in the past and we grew close again. Things were finally looking ok. Then Sirius took even Severus from me. Though obviously Severus was just looking for an excuse to sleep with Sirius. No matter how much it might hurt me.
So now where am I? Severus and Sirius both turned on me. Students fighting. Chaos everywhere.
And now for some unknown reason Severus Snape, who I thought loved me, has challenged me to a duel tonight. A duel. Does he think I pose a threat? I don't even understand. I will fight him though, and hope he kills me in the process. I will hurt him, I will punish him to the point of no return. Until he has no choice but to start throwing the deadliest of spells. And one of us will die.
What am I supposed to feel? At the first little argument Sirius turns his back and starts sleeping with Lucius Malfoy. He says my returning his toothbrush to him "was final". So he says something hurtful and I react in anger, and as usual instead of talking to me and even attempting to work things out he turns his back and it's not even a day before he's in Lucius' bed.
I did the only thing I could do, I turned to a friend. Severus and I had been close in the past and we grew close again. Things were finally looking ok. Then Sirius took even Severus from me. Though obviously Severus was just looking for an excuse to sleep with Sirius. No matter how much it might hurt me.
So now where am I? Severus and Sirius both turned on me. Students fighting. Chaos everywhere.
And now for some unknown reason Severus Snape, who I thought loved me, has challenged me to a duel tonight. A duel. Does he think I pose a threat? I don't even understand. I will fight him though, and hope he kills me in the process. I will hurt him, I will punish him to the point of no return. Until he has no choice but to start throwing the deadliest of spells. And one of us will die.