Sunday, early morning, around 730 am
Remus sends Theo another whispering owl. If anyone else tries to access it, they hear a weather report for Bristol.
[owl]
Theo --
I'm so sorry about what happened Friday night. I can't apologise enough. I know I was dreaming, but to hurt you like that...
Frankly, it makes me wonder if it's wise for me to be so close to anyone. I don't want to hurt you, it's the last thing I want. I won't hurt you, even if it means not seeing you. I just won't.
As for what happened after, I hope I didn't freak you out. I just...Care for you so much, Theo. I can't....even say. How much.
I wanted...I just wanted. To apologise for hurting you, to make you feel as good as you make me feel just by coming to see me and talking to me like I'm a normal person, or something. It means so much to me, I wish I could put it into words. But I can't really. So I wanted to show you.
I hope you don't think back on it and wish it hadn't happened. To me, it was...well. It was sacred. It was special. Because it was you, and I...
Anyway. I hope I'll see you again; I think we need to talk. I hope you're not too bruised up from me throwing you like that. If you are, please get them taken care of. I don't want you walking around in pain because of me.
When I think of doing that to you, I just...I hate myself for it. I really do.
I just hope you don't hate me, too.
I won't bother you, just in case you've decided to cut this loose. Please owl me if you still want to...be friends, or...Whatever it is we are.
Remus
[owl]
[owl]
Theo --
I'm so sorry about what happened Friday night. I can't apologise enough. I know I was dreaming, but to hurt you like that...
Frankly, it makes me wonder if it's wise for me to be so close to anyone. I don't want to hurt you, it's the last thing I want. I won't hurt you, even if it means not seeing you. I just won't.
As for what happened after, I hope I didn't freak you out. I just...Care for you so much, Theo. I can't....even say. How much.
I wanted...I just wanted. To apologise for hurting you, to make you feel as good as you make me feel just by coming to see me and talking to me like I'm a normal person, or something. It means so much to me, I wish I could put it into words. But I can't really. So I wanted to show you.
I hope you don't think back on it and wish it hadn't happened. To me, it was...well. It was sacred. It was special. Because it was you, and I...
Anyway. I hope I'll see you again; I think we need to talk. I hope you're not too bruised up from me throwing you like that. If you are, please get them taken care of. I don't want you walking around in pain because of me.
When I think of doing that to you, I just...I hate myself for it. I really do.
I just hope you don't hate me, too.
I won't bother you, just in case you've decided to cut this loose. Please owl me if you still want to...be friends, or...Whatever it is we are.
Remus
[owl]