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So I had a few options for going out tonight but yet here I am. I don't know, I just didn't feel up to it. I haven't felt up to much of anything & I know my friends are probably hating me for it. My life is so not what I want it to be right now. I want to have better clothes and more money and parents that aren't idiots. Energy to go out with my friends. I want a nice apartment with my nice girlfriend that isn't in the fucking ghetto. I want to not feel like this all the fucking time.