March 22 2023
Dude so much as happened since January its kinda crazy. I had like two or three panic attacks within like a week and that was crazy. i am again at a friends rn bc i got mad at my parents. but now i really wanna go home but the sims 4 mods havent updated and if i go home i am definitely playing the sims 4 and i cannot play that game without mods absolutly not. idk why they are taking longer but the growing together expansions pack was huge so i dont blame them. I miss my cats too its like being away from my kids. i also just miss my room i cleaned it before i left so when i go back it shoudlnt be too bad lets hope. i really wanna better my self and start working out and everything. also im kinda just like not happy right now which is kinda wierd really want a significant other it would be so like awesome knowing i pulled someone because i know im not ugly. i love lil peep. especially when its a collab between lil peep and lil tracy. i love it so much. i hope i get ran over tmr. im also just kinda irrtated with my friend rn. im writing about it in the hopes that ill be able to get over it but i dont think i will for a few days. sometimes you just dont feel positive or loved and thats fine i think. some things just dont work. like me and living. me and life dont get along. i hope i dont wake up tmr anyways ttyl bye.