Right on
Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. I know that and i believe that. Here i am on the 9th of August, right back to the place where started everything. Looking at my days ahead i know they will be a tough one, looking at my day now even when they are filled with remorse and regret, i guess i could use a little of the trust i always had and couldn't put it to use. There's this serenity, a sense of peace, that you finally have an outlet. Wherever, whenever... I'm happy for you.
Times like this i really sit down and i ponder about those same few questions. Why now, why did it turn of like this, is it worth it to be like that, can i forget about my ego, did you realise about my ego, why couldn't you have done something, why was i waiting when i know you would blame me, why did i think that you were not going to be the same this time round, why won't you ever understand my intentions? Indeed sometimes things that begin are really trivial, we shouldn't run, we shouldn't escape but things grow detrimental when there is no mutual respect. You're right, why did i care when your heart is settled?
I looked at myself and wondered how long i could hold up for? Would you come to find me? But i guess then that's that and this is this. Go all the way out and prepare yourself, don't get distracted and focus. Exams. They are more important than anything else. At the end of it when you're done and you still have that space for me, you'll know where and i still hope you will be able to find me.
No matter how long and how far, if we were meant for one another then we will always be.
Please perceive that things are good with me, and even when they're not, they will be soon enough. And i will always believe the same about you.
Leaving this space and all the rest for a bit. God bless everyone and i'm truly grateful for all those who still visit this page. Here's the same urge for all of you to let loose and be happy. Till then when i am a better me x
Times like this i really sit down and i ponder about those same few questions. Why now, why did it turn of like this, is it worth it to be like that, can i forget about my ego, did you realise about my ego, why couldn't you have done something, why was i waiting when i know you would blame me, why did i think that you were not going to be the same this time round, why won't you ever understand my intentions? Indeed sometimes things that begin are really trivial, we shouldn't run, we shouldn't escape but things grow detrimental when there is no mutual respect. You're right, why did i care when your heart is settled?
I looked at myself and wondered how long i could hold up for? Would you come to find me? But i guess then that's that and this is this. Go all the way out and prepare yourself, don't get distracted and focus. Exams. They are more important than anything else. At the end of it when you're done and you still have that space for me, you'll know where and i still hope you will be able to find me.
No matter how long and how far, if we were meant for one another then we will always be.
Please perceive that things are good with me, and even when they're not, they will be soon enough. And i will always believe the same about you.
Leaving this space and all the rest for a bit. God bless everyone and i'm truly grateful for all those who still visit this page. Here's the same urge for all of you to let loose and be happy. Till then when i am a better me x