Sour itchy feeling up the bridge of your nose
I stare so blankly at the keys of my computer. Life is so mundane. And i hate to say that it is really so hard to get by. The moments of trigger, or any other moments when you cannot feel relieved. The best thing about all these is at least i know i'll get to lose weight... Well, better than nothing!
So if you can see, or if it's just me entertaining myself, i gave up on uploading photos. Yesterday was such a nerve wrecking day. It was, i don't even have words to describe it. Everything all jumbled up and threw together.
Oh well. So i went by SJC for ltc's t3/ cam's final farewell. It was nice because all these people once made me realise that leadership is not just about me. Regardless of all the games and everything else they retardedly and had so much fun doing, i couldn't lift my feet up to join them. So i ended up at the back of the library, next to the teachers, just watching.
Sigh, but I'd like to thank God still. Partial of my being is gone and this struggle is something every individual will face. I'm worried about my future days, actually just the next few is already scaring me. But i'm going to church tomorrow on my own, and God's peace will be enough to sustain me.
Till next time everyone
So if you can see, or if it's just me entertaining myself, i gave up on uploading photos. Yesterday was such a nerve wrecking day. It was, i don't even have words to describe it. Everything all jumbled up and threw together.
Oh well. So i went by SJC for ltc's t3/ cam's final farewell. It was nice because all these people once made me realise that leadership is not just about me. Regardless of all the games and everything else they retardedly and had so much fun doing, i couldn't lift my feet up to join them. So i ended up at the back of the library, next to the teachers, just watching.
Sigh, but I'd like to thank God still. Partial of my being is gone and this struggle is something every individual will face. I'm worried about my future days, actually just the next few is already scaring me. But i'm going to church tomorrow on my own, and God's peace will be enough to sustain me.
Till next time everyone