just a quickie during the day wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry
Facebook is a waste of time.
shouldnt touch it at work. (What? lunch hour)
got tunes I recall from teens and twenties - still got the discs, unplayed for a long long time I have to set up the old stereo...
tunes running through head over and over complete with surface hiss
and also the opening of Haibane, "Free Bird" over and over and over
sad sad want to cry
tears solve nothing but someimes there is nothing but a good cry.
teacher from child hood....DON'T CRY, TRY!
tears no good then, have to do stuff even if in floods of tears and thats a lesson of childhood.....
THINKS
When my uncles both succumbed to Alzheimers they tended even when (apparently) normal mostly to reminisce a great deal of what they had done when raising their kids and the past...
I keep thinking of records I played in my teens and my primary schoolhood and I did something stupid this morning driving to work that I havent done since 1987... that resulted in a headon with no injuries....
oh I recall telling mum I felt off and her telling me to get to work and didnt that work well
oh but so stupid and so dangerous. no biggie however unless I got clocked on camera and in that case theres bugger all I can do k'ching k'ching.
wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry
why can I not focus? internals churning.
wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry
best get back to work its one of the clock.
still wanna cry.
shouldnt touch it at work. (What? lunch hour)
got tunes I recall from teens and twenties - still got the discs, unplayed for a long long time I have to set up the old stereo...
tunes running through head over and over complete with surface hiss
and also the opening of Haibane, "Free Bird" over and over and over
sad sad want to cry
tears solve nothing but someimes there is nothing but a good cry.
teacher from child hood....DON'T CRY, TRY!
tears no good then, have to do stuff even if in floods of tears and thats a lesson of childhood.....
THINKS
When my uncles both succumbed to Alzheimers they tended even when (apparently) normal mostly to reminisce a great deal of what they had done when raising their kids and the past...
I keep thinking of records I played in my teens and my primary schoolhood and I did something stupid this morning driving to work that I havent done since 1987... that resulted in a headon with no injuries....
oh I recall telling mum I felt off and her telling me to get to work and didnt that work well
oh but so stupid and so dangerous. no biggie however unless I got clocked on camera and in that case theres bugger all I can do k'ching k'ching.
wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry
why can I not focus? internals churning.
wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry wanna cry
best get back to work its one of the clock.
still wanna cry.